Officially fixed


I was worried about my doctor’s appointment today. I had been working on getting my hand into a fist again for the past four weeks with many good and bad days. Sometimes it required little effort to bend my fingers, other days it refused. I sat in the waiting room, discretely massaging the scar when no-one was looking just to be prepared for what I know he would ask. ¬†He called my name. I was ready. He asked me to sit. I felt less ready. He looked the scar over, pressed here and there to check for pain and then the moment came: “Make a fist for me, please.” His eyebrow was raised and he smiled. He knew I knew it was coming.

I was dreading the moment, because last night my fingers refused to go down!

I took a breath and, THANK YOU GOD, it curled up into a neat little fist. Then he smiled and asked me to extend my fingers. They uncurled easily and stood straight, then went back down again into a fist. No problem. I think I looked more surprised than I meant to. He’s going to take the pins out in September and promised that it won’t be as bad as the first operation.

I just wanted to say that I am officially allowed to go on as if this never happened to me. I will begin posting as quickly as my hand will allow. It’s still slow at the moment, but I am patient. I have missed writing and posting to my blog¬†greatly, and I am very excited to continue!


My absence

I am very sorry for not posting for a few weeks now. I fell and broke my hand! It’s only been a little over a week now, and being able to use just one hand is driving me crazy.

I’ll post as soon as my right hand gets into the rhythm of typing solo.


Wednesday Prompt

I’ve been sturggling to write today. I want to go on, but at the same time give up and go watch TV. I need to finish my work. I also need to watch iZombie.

So, I prompt you with:

I can’t go on. I’ll go on.

Samuel Beckett

Write 250 words on this quote and please link your reaction to the prompt in the comments.

Time to go on!